mini break

So... I've worked for 3 days and urm, it's getting better day by day cause I am beginning to accept it and now that I kinda memorize the way out, to Hardwork Cafe and laundry, it kinda make me less panicky than the 1st day... :)

Just that I only have 1 colleague at the counter with me cause the rest are all in the packing room and it seems so fun> :( they can take out their shoes leh. I tried taking out my shoes and hide them beside the heels, damn relived lor. then my colleague (Eugene) went to the side and see if can see... then damn obvious cause I wear stockings. kkz, lazy explain.

anwz, Eugene always say he go toilet then he come back with the smell of cigarettes! I don't dare ask him la, it's kinda stupid cause it's like asking for the obvious. hahs. anwz, Idk why he keep saying he can cook and stuff.... weird. ok, nothing againist him k. we keep eating mooncakes, I swear I gonna get sick of them soon but I just begin to appreciate snow skin double yolk and lycheetini :) it's just... weird. I am so lazy to socialise... I find myself entertaining them or most of the time, myself.

When can I behave the way I want and be real! Only with people I am comfortable with, I guess?

Maybe you are right, I was too dependent... on my friends.
All my previous work, I had friends with me.
Telemarketer, Yimei.
IT fair, Xiaohan.
Surbana, Wenyi.
Manzana, Mun
):

I rely so much on my friends...
And it's time I learn to be independent. I am still learning... but I don't have much time.

Oh well... thought maybe tmr can go sch late then I can watch some drama and sleep more but gonna go sch at 10am! ): This coming 3D2N gonna be tiring. Jiayou, BAS.

I.. shall go think of wht to bring. I really dread packing stuff.
Anwz, I bought a pair of damn comfy shoes ytd and wore it today. omg, the sole damn thick, then my heels don't hurt anymore but the problem is... it's 1 size bigger. hahaha. I thought I size 38 what.
And the long skirt in laundry don't have odd numbers leh. so I am stuck to this smtimes-ok-smtimes-tight skirt> :( I think I've come to realise there's nothing I can do about the top so I am fine with it.
Ps, I realise tying bun in net makes me have wavy hair when I remove the net :)

Oh, just now when I walk thru Marina Square to go bus stop, a promoter tried something on my hand and I got a free sample out of it. it's so weird. I don't know why but everything seems so weird to me now! & it's some salt from the dead sea? O.o

27 more working days.
I don't like the bus rides home, especially the beginning journey and perhaps, towards the end depending on which bus I take. But I like the long ride cause I can sleep in bus... and I will have a seat for sure :)

BUT BUT BUT F1 coming so got road block = need go somewhr else take bus/train...
Hmm. I haven't really give a thought about it, shall start worrying when it gets nearer.

WHY I KEEP HAVING RANDOM THOUGHTS THAT ARE SO RIDICULOUS.
STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.
>:(

Gdnight.
Oh, I am sick. still sick, thought I got better...
why every year BAmazing I sick one! last year I lost my voice cause I went to ate bibimbap. wht will happen this year?

I'll try cause you asked me to.